I know this won't do anything. I kind of thought that the Not Okay stuff would end after all that hoopla but not really, apparently! And my writing this won't change anything, and it probably does not make me look really good. So I decided to end it myself rather than waiting for some miracle to be happened afterall. From this very moment, I need to remind myself to start to think another way for somebody. Because, when the world end, I am with myself only, and a tree. Maybe a cat too.